The only major difference between my past summers and this more recent one has been my desk job, which left me tired everyday. Honestly, there is no excuse for not working out after work because one of the group managers went on a 5 mile run everyday.
Regardless, I gained 15 pounds.
Then college started, and I gained more. And then I got on the pill and gained more.
I can’t believe my boobs are now a C. This is for sure the heaviest I’ve been and I have been thinking I should come back to this blog for a while. Today I finally did it.
I’m proud of this first step and it comes at a good time too. I’m 11 days in to my 30 day sobriety challenge. I haven’t been happy during this sobriety period because not my mind is clear 24/7, so I get to focus on all my problems with none of the solutions. This is my first solution which will resolve most of my problems. If I’m skinny, I’ll be more attractive. I didn’t realize how much this is a part of college. I know I’m here to study, but all my friends are size zeros and I’m the chubby girl with boobs. Guys think boobs don’t count unless you’re skinny, so here’s to dieting and exercising and losing weight ROUND TWO.
